Lana's World

Super happy right now

Lana — Tue, 17 May 2011 21:32:54 +0000

So I had emailed my plastic surgeon asking if I could get a letter about the surgery to change my id. Any who he emailed me back saying he would do so and normally he has to sign a document. So I replied back and said I would have it in 10 days and will bring it with me into my post-op appointment when I go for that.

Very exciting stuff ya hoo.

Much Love Lana

Life is going well for me

Lana — Tue, 17 May 2011 18:39:58 +0000

So life is going well for me these days. I’m no longer feeling giddy about June 7th. Its more of a you know your going on vacation and your just waiting for the day to hurry up and come.

About the whole changing my birth certificate gender box it’s not a huge deal but it would be nice to have it say female. My life has not been affected in any way from before to now, it would just be a nice thing to have.

Iv re connected with a fellow, I was able to see him today for the first time in 2 years. It was nice to sit down and catch up. Also a few kisses were a nice exchange to have. Its been a while since Iv kissed anyone. I missed his friendship.

This weather of May has been very up and down, There calling for rain all this week and till next but who knows.

I made pancakes for the first time ever this morning. I burnt one but the other two came out fine. I made them with my vanilla soy milk I thought they turned out tasty.

I’m ready to start the new chapter. Bring on all the fun and the ups and downs of life I’m waiting for you LOL.

Much Love Lana

Correcting the sex indicated on the birth certificate

Lana — Mon, 16 May 2011 14:46:27 +0000

So I finally was able to speak with a live person this morning to get the right forms to change the gender box. When the forms come in I will read on what papers I need to send back to get the gender fixed. I plan to get everything I need to state that I have had gender reassignment surgery. But without having bottom surgery done.

I’m a tad fed up with this lol. If a female to male can have their sex changed without having bottom surgery, then I can too damn’t. So we will see what happens wish me luck on this part. Now we wait for the forms to be mailed around 10 days the lady said.

Much Love Lana

Chaz Bono

Lana — Sun, 15 May 2011 02:04:02 +0000

So their has been lots of news about Chaz Bono as well his doc called becoming chaz. We have it taping tomorrow night.

I think its great he was able to change. My problem is that all he had done was removal of the breasts and now he’s a man, Now he can marry as a normal guy / girl couple.

And yet here in Canada for a male to female they must have there penis removed to be considered whole. Something is seriously wrong with this.

In order to get married like a normal couple for a male to female they have to have bottom surgery but for a female to male all they need to do is get there breasts removed this is way unfare. What the public sees on ether a m2f or a ftm is your face and chest area. I think a male to female who gets breaast implants should be considered a whole female. Nobody sees down below on ether of the two.

What the fuck is up with that. If a female to male can change there ID to say male and yet they have a vagina then a male to female who still has a penis but has changed there upper body should have the right to be able to change there ID to say female.

The only people that see under the belt are the people you sleep with thats it. The public sees the rest. I don’t plan to get srs grs what ever you want to call it, But I should still be able to change my sex on my ID to say female. It pisses me off.

I would love to hear back from my readers on this one and get your thoughts?.

Much Love Lana

A little pick me up

Lana — Fri, 13 May 2011 01:27:02 +0000

Today I got together with one of my girl friends, We did some shopping we went to 3 different Payless shoe store’s. I got a cute pair of wedges but there not for long distance walking. There a low wedge but they kind of fall off the back of my feet lol. They were free shoes they had bogo sale on so she got a pair and I got a pair.

We then went to Fairweather they had a mega sale going on and I bought a white shrug it’s just clean lines no buttons or anything, I thought it would be cute for the summer and if Divas fur gets on it it wont really matter cause it wont show LOL.

Then we were at Winners a few times LOL I was looking for a new purse. I had found one at another store but it was a tad big. And I saw some that were small, Its annoying sometimes when you’re looking for the perfect size with the right type of pockets. Any who I found the perfect one it’s a light nude color almost like a tan almost. The makeup pocket is big enough it fits everything I carry. It has like an ID pocket but its good for my bus pass. It will go with everything so its perfect. It’s not leather but whatever LOL.

One thing I almost bought was this cute cotton sun dress, But I can’t really buy anything like that till the girls arrive ugh it’s so annoying. I have to wait a little longer till its done. Then I can shop and till I drop he he.

Much Love Lana

I’m sorry to all my Ottawa friends

Lana — Mon, 09 May 2011 02:11:53 +0000

So the end of May will be 2 months I have not gone to the club / bar where all my friends go and hang out. The reason why I have not been out I guess you could say is selfish in a way but I’m tired of people having me confused with one of the qweens. As soon as I’m healed up from my surgery which will be sometime later in June I will be back to going out and having fun with all of you. It does not mean we can’t hang out just not at the club for right now.

My surgery as everyone knows is June 7th which is only 4 weeks away I’m super excited as well a tad freaked out. I’m ending one chapter of my life and beginning a new one. I feel amazing that this is happening to me and so grateful that my parents are doing this for me. Though I will pay them back I’m still so grateful to them for this.

I hope nobody is upset with me for being not out at the clubs but It’s just something I have to do for me. I’m tired of people asking me stupid things or staring at me because they don’t have the balls to say something to my face.

I can’t wait to see everyone in June, Shawn, Eric, Marc, Pierre, Gavin, Sean who’s not on FB, Christopher, Neil, Todd, Mitch, Paul and everyone else. I will be popping out every where CP’s, LookOut, Edge you name it I will be showing my face every fucking where.

Much Love Lana

My New Favorite Photo

Lana — Sun, 08 May 2011 21:52:06 +0000

It’s of me of course LOL I took it before taking my pooch to the vet yesterday.

She was very good there she even ended up eating the treat the vet gave to her.

Great day

Lana — Fri, 06 May 2011 20:55:15 +0000

So today I had my shrink appointment which was at 2pm. I went down town early to get a bus pass.

Then I went to my new favorite store Old Navy and bought a pair of jeans a button down plaid stripped top its super cute in like a turquoise color.

I also got another cute tank top its white with flowers on it.

Alo my Victoria Secret package came in. My new cotton pjs are super cute with a garden floral pattern they will fit perfectly and the bottoms are long enough. The two bras I got will be comfy a 40DD bra is huge but anything is better than a 40B cup LOL.

I have a photo I took with my cell phone while I was at shrinks office waiting. I looked super cute hehe.

Much Love Lana

Another week coming to a close

Lana — Wed, 04 May 2011 16:36:31 +0000

So this week is mid over today being Wednesday. And that means after this week is over I have 4 more weeks till my surgery. Its kind of nerve-racking in a sense because I will be able to turn over another chapter and start a fresh one.

I emailed my surgeon to ask if I should skip the dose of my hormones that morning and just take them at night. He emailed me back saying to skip the morning ones. I had also asked him about the 100$ warranty on the implants that the company offers.

He told me that his patents have not really worried about it. But that I can if I want to sign up which I will end up doing after the surgery. I’m getting very excited about the surgery day.

Much Love Lana

Just bought some stuff from VS

Lana — Tue, 03 May 2011 15:54:04 +0000

So I just put my order through for my wireless bras from Victoria Secret and my set of pjs that have button front top. The pjs are in a pretty floral color pattern. And the two bras I bought are in a buff nude type color both of them are 40DD. I figure if I have to wear wireless bras for a while then I might as well have two that are sexy.

Cause the ones I got are plunge front and the one I bought from Walmart it’s not so pretty but will do the job right after surgery and that first week. I was also able to use a discount since I’m on the mailing list.

Much Love Lana